Excited

Today I feel great, I feel that I am finally coming to my mountain top. I have been praying and hoping for a great job opportunity and today I feel that progress has been made. To most people it is probably not even a big deal but today I saw a position open for the job that I want. This is the first time that I have seen this and it has given me great hope that my world is about to change. My prayers are being put into action and GOD is preparing the way for my doors to open wide. God is the greatest he is where I go when I need peace, reassurance and a shoulder to cry on. He is always there for me, he never says wait a minute, or talk over me, he just listens quietly as I speak.

Sometimes I feel so stupid that I get so upset over the smallest of things when so many people have such bigger issues to deal with. But GOD he wants to help us all with every issue even when we might think it is small it is huge to him. Just like a parent with a child. Lots of kids have issues but as a parent your childs are always the most important to you. Well that is how GOD is except we are all his children and everything big or small is important to him. I am so greatful that I was taught at an early age that GOD would always be there for me. GOD's unconditional love has been my saving grace and having favor with him has brought me to this place today. A place of peace even in the hardest of times. I know that what GOD has in store for me is even greater than I can imagine and I can not wait to see what is next.

thank you Lord Jesus for your blessing and thank you that all of my hopes and dreams will one day come to pass. In the name of Jesus I pray. Amen.

First Entry....

I have never done anything like this before, blogging I mean. Where to start I am not certain. Well let me start with this, I decided to start blogging as a way of letting out my inner thoughts. I come from a large family and I have a lot of people around me but I just don't feel like I can truly talk to them about my inner feelings. I needed someone to talk to that would just listen. So that is when I decided that a blog would be perfect. It is like my own person journal and whether anyone is really out there reading it or not it is a way for me to express my life. I came up with the title Live your life to be a story worth telling after I seen it as a wall art saying. I knew it fit me perfectly so I have it everywhere.

It is the expression that I want to live. I want my life to have meaning and purpose. I want to be able to share stories with my children and grandchildren that I can be proud of. Life is so short and yet we take for granted so many moments. I like to be a positive person and I try to portray that to others and on the outside I am in many ways. On the inside I find it hard to be positive all the time. I pray daily for the courage to step out of my comfort zone and life freely and positively. We are all captured in this world of go go go. With bills to pay, kids to feed, house to clean there are so many obstacle in our way to distract us from what is important Life and happiness. But how do you balance all of it.

It becomes so overwhelming at times that i just do not want to do anything at all. But then I realize it could be a missed opportunity. I am sorry if I am all over the place ii just have so many mixed feelings and I am trying to sort them out. My blogging will get better I promise.

Well for now this is it. I don't even know if anyone will ever read this or if anyone even cares but if you do I hope that somehow someway someting I say can help you along the way. I look forward to my jouraling and can't wait to see where it takes me in life.